Current reality

I am rather ashamed to write about what my current situation is because I need positive change to happen. However, acknowledging my current situation is a sure sign of need to change.
I am currently sitting home unemployed while I apply for a job. I do not know why it is taking long to get that job becuase I am also unable to pay my bills. My wife is pregnant and is due in two months time. I do not know what else to do in order to generate an income.
I want to get out of this situation. I want to work. I am unhappy to be in this situation because it stresses me. I want change to take place.