En route to self discovery

I have had this thought flying in my head for quite some time. By letting it out I hope to achieve one of two things:
- Total freedom.
- Gain new, positive perspective to my love life
My regret to having married the person I married led me to think about what to do in order to break free from the regret. After getting a job in which I earn at least R25,0000,00 per month I would seperate with my current wife. I will concentrate on my job, studies, finances and personal values. I will leave our current house to her after deleting my name from the contract. I will then take items I bought, and the car.
Thereafter, I will take it to my stride to pay off my car within twelf month after being employed. After that I will look to buy an apartment, which has been my goal. But before leaving her I will convince my wife to ensure the car, which we sold to my cousin, has been changed to register under my cousin's name.
Somtimes it's hard following one's heart but I hope my heart will decide for me which is good for it and which is not.
I have no intention of harming anyone, but I am trying to find myself by all this.