Constructive Anger

Being the ambitious individual that I am, it is no wonder that I often get angry when things does not go my way. I cannot deny my being emotional about not living up to my high ideals.
I am currently unhappy with the way my career is at. I am consistently making applications to company's for my dream job. However, there is not much progress.
It make me feel guilty of some career sin I am not even aware of.I hardly receive a call from one of the potential employers to interview me, let alone an email.
I am angry about all that because I am yearning to fulfill my career ambitions within my specified deadline.
Why am not making the progress, I don't know, but what I know is that I am trying all things possible to get myself back on track.
Each and every application I make is made through sheer obsession to at least say to God,when He ask me, 'what you done to serve me?'. Therefore, I will be any position to say,'You saw me everyday applying for the position of my dream and you didn't even help.