My weaknesses

It'll be competently unhumble for me to give a peice of my self image if I continually give only my adventurous self without giving any judgement on my 'occasional error of judgement.' This time I vow that after this picture I try to cast, rather honest, anyone will be able to see my admittance of being human.



It's three 3pm, on Saturday. My story begins. As, sometimes, a proud person I conjure myself to being the most sensible thing that the globe would like to think of. However, I failed to note that the world do not always revolve around me. The stock market closed on an indifferent note on Friday. I'm in a hope of racking big bucks from this hobbies. I realised that having money work for has two different fundamentals. 'Fundamentals!' This is another technique used to measure the value of a share. Investment in a bank is for security and investment in JSE is for risk and reward. Remember, the saying, 'no pain, no gain'. The pain caused by the volatility of the market is unbearable to the faint hearted. I feel lucky to have a weakness of not listening to fear spread around on the possibility of recession, because I, personally, think our current global economics system are self regulatory. Finance ministers around the globe can implement policies that seem attractive to potential investors, but I have every doubt that free market economy is self regulatory. Self regulatory in a sense that people are the market, not the activity.



When critics, over the past two months, stated that foreign investors withdrew money from South Africa, many thought that it's because of the current political turmoil taking toll in our country. However, this view point fits well from the context of opposition political party. The truth of the matter, as my CEO, stated was because investors affected the dollar/rand exchange because foreign investors withdrew the investment to help salvage the global credit crunch in their country. I feel lucky to be in a country with prudently conservative and strict, economic policies and banking regulations, respectively.



I do not know about the proposal of the Communist Party to let go of the attractive 6 percent inflation target. But I have full confidence that this 6% inflation is good for intellectual communist party, considering the fact their communist policies hero relied on free market generated income to feed himself and publish a his manifesto. Remember the father of communism, who said capitalism is dreadful, while Friedrich Engels, was a Manchester mill owner. If it hadn't been for Engels, Marx would never have finished the book. In fact, if it hadn't been for Engels, Marx would never have finished his evening meal. Marx took his distaste for capital to the extent that he never had any. Whether or not the irony was deliberate, he wrote his text condemning capitalism while living off its charity.



It's my weakness to be gregarious.


The current state of inhuman affairs, where women and children are allegedly raped everyday is uncalled for. While such ugly acts occur, I remain open minded, rightly trying to curve an impression to women that I'm not the bastard who undermine women's power or their rights to dignity. I've come to conclude that they have taken advantage of such attitude towards them. Then I ask myself,'Is there something I'm doing wrong? Am I supposed to manifest the already held view of men being dogs? I'll leave the former to beaus out there to decide, while I vehemently deny living under the force of the latter. Doing so, I can only hope, will help advance the ideal personality women should assocaiate with me.


What characteristics of my ideal personality I withstand to have it resonate on this difficult relationship?


No man is flawless, but I think trying to subtly admit my faults will not help much. I'm too sweet, honest for subtlety. I'll truthfully detail where did I go wrong and if I found enough time I'll be able to clarify the reason for wrong doing and enough foresight to circumvent similar mistakes taking place. This will not only resonate truthfulness, rsponsibilty but will restore trust. It breaks my heart to see a beautiful lady walking or sitting next to me but I could not speak to her since what's implanted to her mind is aggravation that men can cause in your life. Based on current state, I agree with this thinking 76% on the scale of 100%. But what about the 24%? This where I and other ordinarily harmless men fall in. We are few. However, the grave harm caused by the 76% diminishes the value of us, the twenty-six percenters.

To complement the weakness that accrue from my thinking that I have above average intellect and sheer brain power to move substantial amount of people, is the lack of evidence. I have not been in a position to speak in public where my audience were gripped and making sense of what I happen to be saying, let alone my being comfortable with public speaking. When can someone say with conviction, there's a gift inside his/her soul without practical evidence? Personally, I doubt.
There are quite substantial weaknesses that humankind consciously come to contact with. In lust for life, I have come to understand that acknowledging one's strengths has altruism when one remain humble and forthright. However, I also realised there's more to learn in the life of Owen towards, not only greater good, but bad.
That's just my weaknesses.
Au revoir.