Feeling of success

There are various ways in which one could describe the feeling of success. I have my unlimited ways of feeling successful in my life. This has made me realise that I'm not necessarily pursuing for achieving my vision, but I am pursuing for the feeling that accompany the achievement. I want to feel a persevere when I land that job. I want to feel calm and clear when I become a marketing genius.
I want to feel vindicated and wise when I earn R25,000,00 per month.
The feeling that I have when I think about myself is exciting.
Turning my dreams into reality in a short space of time have made feel as though I am the most wisest men on earth. Living my values in my life give me the feeling of accomplishment.
Having abundant financial backing feel sooooo wow!
I want to wow myself by believing that I am the controller of my feelings, thus my destiny.