Retracting from taking....

I set out my goals in the open. They do not materialise within the time I want them to. I speak my thoughts but someone interpret them way out of my line. They are my thoughts, dammit! Why don't you interpret them the way I do. I expected her to respect my well thought-out financial plans, she used her ego to ruin my plans. 14 months down the line, I'm jobless. See! You must listen to my wise pessimism. I can't afford to take your out, now. Forget all that! She's still hopeful. But can you afford to pay the bills? Hope doesn't pay the bills. Neither does love. My weakness let me down big time. My lack of sexual discretion disappointed me. A dream deferred? I have stopped taking myself, everything I do, I see, I know, I hear or I need, seriously.