Error of possessiveness

Why would you need to have undivided attention from someone?

Never mind the question I asked. Let's dwell on the practicality of possessiveness.

You have, for example, a car that you bought rather expensively and you value its worth. Someone come to borrow your car. Apparently to use on some urgent matter.

Would you borrow your friend?

Should you not do so, doesn't that constitute possessiveness? Or you borrow him your car, only to realise later that he went to do his other matters outside what he requested for, then it oversteps the service mileage that you had while you had no money to finance it, will shouting at him not insinuate possessiveness? No, not at all. This criticism of possessiveness is dumbfounded and pretty much irrelevant in my circumstances. I'm an ideological being who have insane fear of owning heavy material possessions. This fear is unjustifiable, but it accrued from experience of having lost some of the things that I held dearly in my heart because of my now faded trust of some people. People in generally, have not uttered this quality of my being possessiveness. Disregarding subjective opinion by my detractors, I shall implore myself to technocratic and responsible management of my resources for the benefit of a simply wise being I, badly, crave to be. In this way, the uncharacteristic presentation of mself as possessive will be eradicated by genuine revelation of my savvy realisations, i.e safely engaging in sexual enigineering with beautiful lass in the coming few days. I'm personally not in favour of average lasses who cherish the idea of dating a bloke more than four times, before she can sleep with. I'm firmly convinced that if any lass knows her strengths and weaknesses, she'll waste not much time but cling into my sexual urges. This activity may have immoral specification, but when looked at as authentic desire, I hope to be expected to succeed.
To further prove the unsuccesful mechanisation.
I have been expected to finalise my share trading venture in the next coming week. I hope to dissappoint not but get into share tradinng venture and come out unscathed, but wealthy.
Apparently, large amount of money (wishfully amounting to 11.638.85) is coming my way from an outside source whom I have no clue about, at the end of October. It's neither from my monthly salary nor my investments.
Furthermore, I would dissociate from the thinking of possessiveness because I reminisce not a position where I have found myself seeking a person's full attention.
Oh, yes, my driving lessons can be something I desperately want to complete in the next three weeks, starting from the first week of November, after rediscussing my continuity and booking for lessons with the instructor on the weekend of 25 October,2008.
Applying due diligence shall not be viewed differently since the outcomes have positive reverence.
The nicest exit from me will be in informing you about my intended purchase of laptop at the end of January next year. This will be in complementary to my studies that I'll be enrolling for when Unisa registeration dates open.