Saturday, March 14, 2015

My state of.....

I have noticed that for the past few months, I have tried ambitiously, bravely to achieve big financial goals. Firstly, it was around September/October where I worked to get a deal worth at least one-point four million rands.
this did not work out despite all my efforts as I still haven't received any money from it. I had been swindled eight thousand rands from my selling my car. despite all this, I am hopeful, persevering and remained hard working in achieving my big dreams.
Later on, i am having difficulty finishing my paving because I have bought bricks from have rather become unreliable. I even went further to get a second seller, who, rather strangely, has not lived up to his words.
I have been dreaming of buying an Audi S3 2014, paying of my house because these deals are well paying deals. what i have noticed is that those delays are not under my total control  but other people who are supposed to be playing their part seem not to be coming into the party this has left me disappointed and reduced my confidence in people.
I have resolved to understand people way of thinking I interact with for these deals  thus I can circumvent their thought process. there's difficulty in it because I don't know how to find out who is truthful and who is not. for me to solve this people problem is also hampered by my poor negotiation skills as well as being rather weak in telling people what I want as I feel I might loose the deal.
But despite all these setbacks, I have told myself that I must continue being grounded, persevering and hardworking on my deal closing and my current job that help me pay my bills and secure