Search, wish for financial luck

I have ideas of making money, I think of making quick thousands. I wish for big financial windfall.
I have designed and directed my sleep, relationship, smile, energy towards making good financial gains.
I have achieved some of my goals I set 5 years ago. My wish along the way is to make true some of these dreams that are still outstanding.
I wish for a financial windfall from lottery. I remain persistent in my daily endeavours. I remain committed to my current salary paying job. It pays my bills. It buys me a sense of security. It at least keep the wolves away from my door.
All I wish for is a financial windfall. I search for a financial windfall. I wish they all come true in all forms and methods I use to acquire them.
All will be well with me sooner rather than later. I remain hopeful, ambitious, wishful, and committed to my ideals and ways that are possible to gain my financial lucky break.

Oooh Lord, hear my cry

I have known process to reach the finish line,

I have seen the finish line, yet I did not get to the finish line.
I don’t believe myself, I don’t believe fellow men.
Oooh Lord hear my cry.

How dare you abandon me? How dare you?

How dare you make me mistreat fellow men, how dare you?
How dare you let the devil fill my heart with anger, worry.
How dare you?
Oooh Lord hear my cry, Oooh Lord hear my cry

You give me a clean heart, then take it away.

How dare you?
Ooh Lord hear my cry.

How dare you make my mind inconsistent.

Oooh Lord, you let the devil in my mind.
Oooh Lord, hear my cry