Error of the past

Either positive or negative past, what is worth remembering is that the past is like a used check. It never and will never exist. It is better to preempt one's own future because it can give a platform to prepare myself better. I believe in being guided by my forecast of the future. I find it appropriate to try visualise my future in order to see where my life is trying to go, thus amend where I find irrelevant.
Thinking mainly about my future gives me much power to prepare for what is to come or prevent what is not desirable. I am convinced of a better future. I know that my life will not be the same today as it will be tomorrow, therefore I want to turn my future to my advantage by thinking, talking, visualising, working and planning things, situations, environment, people and resources for it betterment.
This is the future I know, love and trust.

Doing things

In my rather immediate society, there are perceptual inclination that others are expected to do things in order to remain conssciously clear from their criticism. I have found my thoughts going through some of them. After slight deliberation, I have thought it wise to do these things in order to:-
-To prove a point
-To have my social conscious clear of these things
No one can say that I should do things for my hearts content because that's not the way my experience with people have shown. I will live my life, achieve success to prove every criticism made about me, wrong. These are some of the things that I will do to prove my critics wrong:-
1. I will have a roundvel built in my former village built.
Doing things in this way is a balanced way that I have seen my life evolve thus I embrace it.

Psychological change

In my knowledge, a man's life's need to evolve in order to fufill his destiny of higher self is paramount in his genes. I have realised that some of my interests do not serve my self proposed direction. Things like music, which is known to have great psychological effect on one's thinking. I have seen that listening to classical music blends perfectly well with my way of thinking, which is directed towards deep intellectual direction. Loving and listening to classical music shape my thinking to the way of marketing genius.
This music help me concentrate. This music shapes the positive flow of my free flow thinking.
I will ensure that I listen to it more often than not.

Constructive nature

The mind is known to be the most powerful force of humankind. I do not want to shy away from the fact that it is also the most untrustable source of direction. I could not remain constructive if I have not seen much that my mind can achieve in its own. Sometimes it thinks negative things while my direction has been to think, act positively. I have told my mind that I want to be a millionnaire at the age of twenty eight.
I am twenty seven, still hopeful.
Now I have found a backup to this organ of mine. I have instructed my heart to take over the reigns because I have used my mind so often that my hearty self have let through. This is my time to think with my heart. This is the time to focus on the current than anywhere. This is the time to ensure that results are not that important than the way to them. This is to say I want to think about results as a miracle.

Current reality

I am rather ashamed to write about what my current situation is because I need positive change to happen. However, acknowledging my current situation is a sure sign of need to change.
I am currently sitting home unemployed while I apply for a job. I do not know why it is taking long to get that job becuase I am also unable to pay my bills. My wife is pregnant and is due in two months time. I do not know what else to do in order to generate an income.
I want to get out of this situation. I want to work. I am unhappy to be in this situation because it stresses me. I want change to take place.

My adventurous life in writing

I want to get ahead in my career. I want to know that I can live a well balanced life through my career. I want to know that I can have a remarkable career I yearn for. These I am not ashamed to express in my entire outlook where my life could gain more recognition, prestige and fame. I want my successful career to be a shining example of my life's responsibilities. It's an obsession that I never shied away from. I care to minimise negative patterns that potentially tend to harm my life's observation. I want to base it on guided thinking. Letting myself be in the least negative light. I know I can do it, I know. I believe I can do, yes I do. I know I will keep my smile up, without hesitation. I will bank good memories in this condition. It's amazing, yes it's amazing. I never felt this free in my life. I want to keep this feeling of freedom to my career, yet adventurous life.

Dealing with people.

I have made a mistake in my dealing with people. I don't want my thinking when around people to focus on them. I want my thinking to be about exploring a subject with proper emphathy and respect for both parties. I want my business relationships to be about negotiating an agreement. I want the exploration, or negotiation to be based on channels of understanding, fairness, finding common ground and reaching a mutually beneficial solution. I intend to feel the warmth and respect of people by dealing, communicating, or exploring with them. I want to feel that there's proper and genuine appreciation or recognition for my remarkable work. I want to feel my true self when dealing, exploring or communicating with people. I want to seriously work with people who I can trust. I want to trust people enough to share with them wonderful ideas, working relationship, passionate service and memorable business and life experience.

Going forward

After applying for the position of my requirements I have been called for an interview to gauge my confidence and my knowledge base. However, I have noticed that the only way to measure my success at an interview was through getting confirmation that I have been successful. In doing so, employers would have gained my confidence about my ability to perform exceptionally well on the position. Either way, I know that that judgement will come at a price becuase it's hard to gauge someone by talking alone. That's why I would want them to employ me because I am confident enough that I would do a great deal of work, day and night, to make sure I exceed their expectations.
From hereon I am looking forward to getting a call that confirm my appointment to a position I have applied.